Trying to lose all the extra weight that makes me feel so awful about myself, tone up and be skinny/fit! I want to be able to go to just look in the mirror and feel good about how I look. Cause right now it's all fake smiles.

CW: 134lbs ish
: 128.2lbs
GW: 108
height: 5'2
20x crunches for every ask
50x jumping jacks for every like
1x 15 min nike ab workouts for every reblog
10 mins extra on the treadmill for every follow. <3

7th October 2012

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HOW HAVE I GAINED 3 POUNDS. I ran every day this week, and ate clean. FUCK SAKE

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26th September 2012

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literally so much hatred for my self right now. 

Tagged: fmlfeeling shitpersonalwant to be awant to be anyone but me

31st August 2012

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So I know I&#8217;m into the whole fitness thing and want to be all toned and fit but sometimes when I see photos like this&#8230;I don&#8217;t know&#8230;just makes me hate myself and want to starve and just hide away&#8230;

So I know I’m into the whole fitness thing and want to be all toned and fit but sometimes when I see photos like this…I don’t know…just makes me hate myself and want to starve and just hide away…

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Source: make-yourself--proud

19th July 2012

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CW: <s> 134lbs </s>

     : 128.2

I know it’s not much but it’s something

19/07/12 

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26th June 2012

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Been to the gym everyday for the past week. Feeling so good :) 

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20th June 2012

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so dishgusted at y slef. some photos just went up of me on fb. i didn’t realise just how disgusting i really look…i just…i can’t…omg i wish i didn’t exist in this body :’(

crying my fucking eyes out so sorryy for mistakjes. 

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25th May 2012

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I’m going to the beach today and I’m really scared about wearing my bikini in front of people.

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